there's something about baseball and the ocean...turns me on.

FUN IS KNOCKING ON THE SCREEN OF MY CELL PHONE and I shouldn't answer.

I have nothing tonight. I've started a many of new posts, but none seem to come to a finish. Too much going on in this over active imagination and a certain male seems to be very distracting, without even knowing it. dancing around in my thoughts tonight. I meant to post this a few months back. They've been waiting to be shared with the world, and I forgot to hit PUBLISH. Silly me.

Going through some old journals...some poetry I came across that I have written over the last year or so...enjoy....




< exert from a great memory that i have one replay in my mind but came across - memories make me smile to myself>
"there was no hesitation in his voice, eyes or even actions, strong and confident, as a man should be. he went in for the kill and nailed it with a 10! PERFECT 10! enough passion and strength to draw me and leave me craving all of it. the feel of his lips pressed onto mine - his tongue touching mine - his stubble scratching and tickling my face - his caressing my face - his breath in my ear and on my neck - his whispers and moans - those eyes! looking into mine, know exactly what they want, promising me every inch of him - but i couldn't give in. kind yet hard as stone, in more than one way. as hard as it is to agree upon something so unattached - the harder it is to follow these said rules. how can you give those lips up...my body screams for more. but wait...is that a tree?"

p.s. "men" scare the shit out of me. they know what they want and they don't let you in on their inner monologue...they go in for a kiss without giving you some long preamble about how they're thinking of kissing you. this man drives me crazy.




secret

adjacent to you, I yearn to be.
I strive to arrive
 the the intersection of you and I
.....contingent upon an agreement
in which, no one has to know....
    ~~our lovely little secret~~
melt my icecaps with your body
...heat me and fill me to the core
my heart pounding, blood running hot
dream it true
      ....wish it reality.
search for me in your inception
turned on and delirious - lose me.




passion = you and i
tangled limbs, tattered clothes, bites and bruises
love me til the sun arises
can't let go, run the mind wild.
screams and moans
giggles and dancing eyes
heart me day and night
erotic and nasty.
focused and sweet
...til exhaustion we do part.




ashes
 burn me with your flame.
douse me with no water.
   leave me to smolder under your tormenting grasp.
your eyes dance with pleasure and passion as your
gaze it set, determined to win - to settle the score.
passion bleeds from my every last pore.
eat me with your smile.
  touch me with your fist.
violent and eager I will wait.
reconcile my ashes and burn me oh so good again.




my slave(ry).
      violent passion, make it hurt.
tempt me with the heat of your kisses. drink me with that mouth.
give and show me everything that is you.
entangled sheets, deep breaths, hot flesh.
eyes fluttered and bitten lips.
  that body too hard to ignore - masculine, strong, inviting.
spun into a frenzy of pleasureful screams.
mind set on GO, yet stuck on every imaginative thought one could ever dream
i wish you here




do...
       .....do not tease me with your smile or love me with thy tainted flesh.
grip my body with tenderness, yet bring me to justice with your lips.
bow to me and kiss thine eyes with your colorful ideas.
tempt me no more, for i will steal you.
your shall not escape me, stranger.
i always get what i want.