Sunday, July 22, 2012

Almost never counts...

I hope that someday he finds my journals, all my unspoken words of lust, passion, and heart felt dreamt up romance, and realizes all of it is about him...
Secrets only can stay hidden for as long as you can keep them buried. I know what has been done isn't right to the rest of the world but to just walk away would mean giving up everything I've ever wanted in a man. I'm torn between breaking my own heart and just flat out lying to him. Lying seems the better option of the two...I can't be let down that way, because i know I'll never be that woman a man is willing to put first in his life. I'll always be that other woman...