Do you...

Do you even realize how broken I am inside? How I've never gotten over the last tragic heart break? How I haven't even begun to heal?
Do you understand there is a massive, gaping hole in my chest, where my heart once was, who's void is unbelievably unfillable?
Do you even understand my craving to want...No NEED to hear those words you laughingly tell me?  ...but from a man who is serious? A man who is available? A man interested in helping put my pieces back together? ...who wants to help with my insecurities?
...and not just making me your own personal 4am joke, when you need a good laugh.